It all feels so tiring.

The air feels thick

You can’t really breathe

It’s getting harder and harder.

You want to give up.

You want to call it quits.

You’re getting tired.

You can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel.

You don’t know when it will ever end.

You don’t think it will ever end.

The pain. The hurt. The betrayal. The suffering.

While you might be right, you can choose to see the light.

It will be hard and very challenging.

But you have a choice.

You can choose.

I will never publish any type of writing that still awakens the aching inside my chest. I wrote this many years ago in the depths of despair. everything hurt so bad, and i wanted to not hurt anymore. writing was the only way i could somehow spill the pain from my body.

Please, if you're hurting, tell a trusted friend or parent. There are so many people that love you, need you.

Call 988 for the Suicide and Crisis Lifeline.

You deserve happiness.